lifes

I woke up, take a shower and after taking my lunch, its time to play Facebook till i don't know what else i can do.. felt so bored till i think a lot of think that i really want to forget. A lot of affairs occurred past few years and it makes me so upset because i cant simply share to anyone. Sometimes i felt like i'm going nowhere. I have a big scar in my inmost part.. hahaaaa... guess what.. no one will ever believe it because everybody thought that i'm some kind of person with no problems in life.. but as far as we know,a normal human being will have their own problems right? Same goes to me with no exceptions..

To whom it may concern,
Im really sorry because at this part i always make u down, i never listen to you, never respect you and i know that i've always disappointed you since the very first day we met till now. Eventhough i understand how u felt, but i never try to stop my stubbornness and my games. Till i opened my eyes now.. And sometimes i do felt guilty with things i've ever did to u.. It's so pathetic me & lot of things u still don't know about me. Even we're close but it doesn't mean u know everything right..? For the very first time i want to ask forgiveness from you. If you cant forgive me now, i understand, i will wait until the right time come... And i just wanted to thank you for never be apart from me.. Give me times to get back on my track..

My dear friends,
Thanks to all my best friends who always supported me in whatever stage or condition I'm in. Thanks a lot for never being apart from me when i really needed it the most, whether I'm good or bad, ups and down. Everybody knows that best friends are very vital in my life. I Love you all.. wink*wink*

To Super Duper,
Thanks a lot for all your scams, especially your wonderful story. Sorry for you because everyday you have to twist your so called brain just for the sake of story, getting peoples attention. At first, yes u did succeed to manipulate me. But now i will never ever trust even a single words that ever come out from your mouth..So sorry.. Well, if in this world there's an Award for person such like you, I'm pretty sure that u can win it. Because u are the most pathetic person that i've ever known...PERIOD!! Well done to you my dear.. I really cant accept all the things from you anymore and please don't force me to trust you once again..Totally a full of waste. Millions of chances offered to you, I think this time u may have to stand in front of the mirror and ask yourself, what is your purpose in your life..

Tik tok tik tok...now its already 2.05am..its time to go to bed... I wish that i will have a wonderful dreams tonight..daaaaa~

Love,

Fiona Jalaluddin.